Today I feel heartbroken. 💔

This week has been one of the hardest ones. I have no idea why, which could be why it’s so hard. It’s 70 and sunny. The kids are at school. Heather’s out. My guitar and notebook are here. But I don’t want to write a song. I don’t have a song in me… or I have a thousand but none are accessible. I should go outside and take a walk, but I don’t want to do that either. I want to want to…

I feel permanently broken. Not the person in the movie who at some point wipes away their final tear, gets up, and does something wonderful. I’m the one who no one made a movie about because there’s nothing marketable about a guy whose heart breaks and stays broken.

Brokenhearted and non-movie-worthy. That’s the status today. 😕

Tuesday May 24, 2016