Today my daughter turns 4. 🎈

This morning on my walk, I sang my song for her in a park while crying my eyes out. We set off 4 lanterns for her and watched all 4 crash into trees. We sang happy birthday at her grave and again at home with cake. We watched videos of her first bath and her first smile.

There is pain down here. There are wounds and weakness and exhaustion and traumas and limitations. But there is so much down here than that. We would do it all again.

Happy birthday to Olivia, our 4-year-old girl. ❤️

Monday January 07, 2019